You're Gonna Need a Bodybag

Don't waste your time aiming for jealousy

and don't say you're not, after everything you are supposed to be

And don't tell me you are a friend to me

If after 3 years of hell you would regress to this

Letting it go, back to the days of freshman mistakes

Back to the days of hanging legs over lakes

Of tears spilled for you, never addressed

of the boys with no names and the girls you undressed

Of the time spent waiting for you to come around

But you never did, the facade of moving on

I wouldn't be here If i didn't care

Don't act like you were waiting here

Scream it in my face, go ahead

I'm calling your bluff, I'm calling you out

I lost feeling remember?

Or did you forget that lonely september?

you weren't there, dear, to catch any tear

that fell and drowned me, baptized in misery

came out new, forgetting everyone including you

I had to.

So take your drugs

You know I can't judge

we all have our vices and we all have our places

we'll fear the most and flee to the coast

to get away from it all

Its sad to me, what could be

It could have been you and me

It could have been you and me

but it will never be

So I'll flee to the coast to get away from it all

You want it? Here it is! You had me.

You had me and you pushed me away

Don't tell me to stay

You never knew how, you watched me run away

you didn't care when I fell apart

I fixed it myself so what, now comes 21

and more things have changed

the general theme remains the same I guess in some ways

Theres still girls and boys

they still grow up fast

and I'm still the one with the backstage pass

Go ahead get mad, I'm sorry I know it makes you sick

But I always fell over for the one with the pick

It could have been us

Now I know how to let things go

Now I know how to live and let live

Now I know not to count on you.

You know it's true.

"When all my dreams come true, the one I want next to me. It's you. It's you, Peyton."