When 4 years means nothing

This is honesty

You tried something else

Now I have to

I say this with no vindication

Truly honestly deeply

This smile on my face is real

and I can't throw that away

I say this with no anger hostility or regret

I say this only with fear

Don't let 4 years mean nothing

Your words didn't fall unheard

Let's not play semantics

Graveyards and fountains lead me to a balcony

And from up here you all look so pretty

I read your words better than I read faces

We are both victims of our bipolar mind erases

What did you hear this time that made you so mad

I am extrinsically tied to you forever for good or for bad

and this may not be what you want to hear

If only you could feel the view from here

feel and not see because we are what we do

This isn't about me this isn't about you

Im not the same person I was in the rain

and it wasn't the beach that made me this way

Maybe the picture you got wasn't quite clear

If you are judging by the words you see here

They are my release, they mean everything yet nothing

This is a revolution of sorts can you feel it coming

Don't listen to what they say

When you already know the answer

Everything that makes me sick

In some ways I'm glad it was you

It's easier to forget, when you act like you do

And as I spend nights searching for forgiveness

You'll spend yours being completely oblivious

Don't say you feel bad, we know it's not true

It's weird I almost felt like I knew you

but noone could ever get through as you sit atop your pedestal 

you were lost long before I came along

And in the end all I can really thank you for is this song.

"You're not him, you're better"

what I meant was at breaking me down.

You called me while I was writing this

Give me something to read

Words to make me smile and to get me through the day

Because it's been far too long, since I've heard your song

Give me your attention

and your promise

We've been planning for the future for so long

And I'm tired of lists, 

So Let's run away

We can start tomorrow today

Give me your ears

And hear what I'm saying

Catch the lines I'm dropping

Let's move forward by going back.

So give me your hand 

and take mine

and give me my ring back

put it where it belongs.

I'm Yours

Today I was praying for forgiveness and guidance.

My own worst enemy by Lit starts playing from the room next door.

God works in mysterious ways.

And I'm pretty sure he likes rock and roll.

Despite their claims to the contrary, Tiggers don't really like everything.

we look so good

we're so funny

so witty

full of hope and life

our smiles are contagious

everyone wants to be us

we live wildly

they live vicariously

and through us

the lucky ones

will find

tragedy.

I'll keep you my...