One of these days we will cross paths
and I dont know what i will feel or say
and if your voice will captivate
me in the same way
like it always had before
like I said I shut the door
but lay bleeding on the floor
with an open window facing your watchful eye
knowing you wouldn't let me die
I couldnt let us die
I dragged your willing body with me
You gave me your hands to tie
you hate me rightfully
I was always moving but never changed
until I felt too far away
and fell back to you in escalated states
you drove me home, you drove me away
to your bed and other sins we faked.
When I see you will they rise from graves
will it hurt you or me or just the ones we played
I loved, but didnt know how to fully
Im not sorry he was the only one who could see through me
who stuck around until he knew me
I chose it, still he held the key
and now I live happily
ever after
with only passing thoughts
of the mystery that wasnt ours
of lives you lead
having nothing to do with me
