Sid and Nancy

Because every other one ends except ours

The one's you left behind

rewind, in time, you'll find

you're the one I want tonight

We'll have it again

In this life or another

drugged up cut up

left outside

rooftop mistakes

musical suicide.

you know how I am

with the boys in the bands

and you think I don't know your secrets

but maybe I've just forgiven them

what we gave away is theirs now

and I'll learn to move on

be okay.

I can't always stay

I'll be better

Is all you ever hear

I can't change the past

But why would I

The moments I love

All lost in a driveway

I have a theory that Pete Wentz and Lil' Wayne are the same person

Around the world in eighty days

You can take me home I'll be your slave

happy unbirthday I'll watch you roll

and kill them with this evening mess

Time isn't real, you're standing still

lipservice proof and eyes that kill

When nothing else makes sense

I just want you in my arms

I want to tattoo a wish

Then disappear for awhile

God, you are so beautiful when you smile.

And when you say goodbye

She never looked back when she ran away

its not away if you want to go back

its not a mountain when your standing on top

lets all slip and fix it

I caught a glimpse of perfect

be wrong and do the right thing

smiled and got lost while you were away

I'll take your pain, I want you happy

Something's changed, but some things don't

The idea of what you love...

just love

its only worth everything.

Happy Holidaze

don we now are gay apparel

What do you want for christmakkuh?

Lost/Found

I saw a man without a face

He stared at me

I lost my place

How could he see me with no eyes?

He answered me with no reply

I must be dreaming this cant be real

yet, there the man is standing still

I began to think of his sad fate

And how we should appreciate

The things we see,smell,hear, and taste

The life we're given

We should not waste.

If revenge is your game Baby, you're a star

Like hell I would tell you anything

You think I messed you up?

Look at me, But I would never blame it on you

Have fun watching the ones I introduced you to

Have a fucking great time.

I felt sick about what I did.

Letter already written to your idol to see if he could help

3 years of words printed out you needed to see

Do you even care about what you did?

If it's my tears you wanted, congratulations you got them

You are the smell before the rain

You're right and I know it

But I've learned not to show it

I have built up a defense

It's stronger than your walls

because mine is invisible on the outside

they're seeing what I need them to

but on the inside I know that I'm slipping away

from anything resembling being okay

There's things we didn't tell each other

to protect ourselves to protect one another

eventually I'll face it but for now I'll just place it

in words on a screen that I know you will read.

I'm taking some time to work on myself

Because I won't let it happen again

I'm taking some time to figure it out

because the point was to not get hurt but I am.