Tuesday, July 27, 2010

The one walking away isn't always the one leaving.


This is my sherwood acres
If sherwood acres had ghosts
If sherwood acres had demons
This is my treehouse
This is my fairytale
And fairytales don't have to rhyme
But sometimes they want to
This is my escape.
But I've realized
I don't need one anymore
Yet
I still find myself replying
and my eyes still linger on your last syllables
This is my sherwood acres
and you aren't real either.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

million dollar art

I am no angel
because an angel would smile because of your way with words.
No I am selfish. I am human.
Because I enjoy them both.
Your talent, and the attention.
Although, I deserve no praise.
But to your answer your question
I am not sinking, nor am I sailing towards you.
I am very committed to my destination.
But selfishly, Siren, I want to hear your voice.
Because what a beautiful one it is.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Job Perks

Yesterday I touched a corpse
I saw where his heart had been
Yesterday I touched a dead man
And I know he felt nothing
I touched his spine
And jugular
and muscles that had lost all strength
His skin was rubber
but he still had hair
his eyes closed upon his face
In life maybe he was a poet
Or a brilliant engineer
Maybe he was a mortician, and he touched corpses too
Yesterday I touched a corpse
He didn't blink or breathe, or feel
Yet it felt so familiar, his reaction wasn't new
Yesterday I touched a dead man
It felt like touching you.


Thursday, July 1, 2010

He probably won't read this.



manifest destiny and tell me you love me
Im sorry I only can accept that from those at sea
And I only wallow in pain for half a decade
If I expect the vampiric charade not to fade
So excuse me my dear for shedding few tears
but you knew of my fears and the skeleton years
and you can't expect much from a girl lost in lust
to a boy somewhat young and a head not quite there
One day she might lose it and get on his ship
and sail away far from keys and guitars
But most likely she'll haunt you because she wont even choose
the boy to whom you thought you'd most likely lose.
But there's a secret in the telling if you listen quite well
because the girl in question for which you "fell"
will know all along that you're going to be fine
you're going to be better and better in time
and maybe just maybe she knew you were best
without the distractions of any tempest
but its a lot easier to move on in hate
so she'll let you think that she's doing great
because in reality you knew all along
you weren't really ever the one in her song
and maybe she doesn't exactly know who it's for, for sure
but more likely a pirate than a commodore.