The Truth About Heaven

I know EXACTLY what you are talking about

It's not subtle and it's not original

because I was there two years ago

Or did you not get the message in the most important song on that cd?

You said to save you I had to disappear

I'm done listening to you

I'm going to fucking reach you.

You're living whether it's to spite me or love yourself.

Look in a mirror, tell me what you see

owl sounds

I'm slightly jealous of your words

And hoping they are real so I have something to be slightly jealous of

And wishing I could write like that, about that.

It's not morbid, it's Kalopsia

You're lost, but you're not alone

its becoming more night then day a wretched town a role to play

cast out to see on an epic stage, four nights we laughed

tears of empathy, you still wont stay

slow down... just a bit, always looking for whatever it is

The world is going to end before it's found

Everyone wants the same thing and we're all drowning.

What matters ? when we change our minds like there's actually a right answer

decisions are ghosts to those who will never be sure

One last drink to a thousand more

we're going to be dust

and it's going to be great

We'll figure it out

as they lower our crate

from six feet down

Finally seeing clear

Earths hidden stars

In a geophysic atmosphere

don't feel bad for the dead

they're smiling because they were here.

Since we're being honest. Since we're being sober on a friday.

What makes it real

Time doesn't pick sides

Hearts aren't made knowing lies

If it's all going to be fine

It's not in this life

You want my advice

Go where the music is.

Remember to feel, it's the hardest thing to do.

We all hurt each other so we don't

I want to find the magic again

To be excited and scared in the soberest of ways

Kids grow up too fast.

I honestly don't know if I've ever loved anyone as much as I love the music they make.

No, Honestly I do, and I haven't.

Console Her

Here's to your jealousy

my words always made you uneasy

knowing they were never aimed at you

and my body was, but that wasn't good enough

not enough to pull you through

your sick insecurities I can't help you put your mind at ease

so you destroyed her, and took it away from me

Does it make you feel better to get your words

Do you not understand why I write to them?

If you're not in script then you're probably not killing me

together innocence made ongoing

when all you

need is your name screamed in your face.

Does it scare you, confuse you

I'll slip easily

between first and third and you'll never know when it's me

or when it's you or him or the other ones you believe

or make up in your fucked up head

make it so real, that you manifest it

for everyone to see

for everyone to see

for everyone to see

and now we scream.

Well, that was weird.

Taxi Driver II

Will you be there for tomorrow she asked as a tear rolled down her face

Don't downplay the obvious the academy Is... against me!

And I can't escape the fate

And I now that she's fallen to an all time low

She gets in the cab so she can runaway

Maybe she'll go to boston or LA

Become a famous actress making April her new name

But the audition told her to go away

so she headed back to my favorite highway

driving down every avenue as the lights fade to grey

A story of the almost famous

Band-aids they call them, but she's no penny lane

And danger is my middle name

So she pulls into Anarbor

rolled down the maine strip

a billboard with a picture of the Marianas Trench

Reminds her of the rocket summer she left behind

Lesson learned time turned so what's there left to find?

She can't stop looking for a brand new something

In a town where boys like girls

There's no sound to be heard

were all aiming for cute but were all the lost causes

Well throw them a mayday parade in honor of their losses

so get in your cobra starship and get away from here

you would never shout never; still i know you're filled with fear

as you jet around this universe

that summer set your heart apart

the lack of atmosphere is not enough to cover up

And you find out you weren't as clever

you will be stuck here forever

The sickest kids in their fucked up scene

Just starving for a place to lean

Tonight, She'll do.

My Name is Autumn.

I Found The Cure to Growing Older && Your the Only Place that Feels like...

Growing up Is hard to do

I can't really be turned off by your words

Because your talent overrides my desire to cry

I can't help but be proud, and admit you are right

I realized it too, I'm not changing for you

The alliteration of a girl who was lost sometimes true

I'm moving on from her not from you

I want you happy, and to be the same,

You can't see the changes with distance blocking the way

I'm sorry for the pain, but not for the time

and not for I love you, because that wasn't a lie.

Don't cease your pen, and I don't care what it scribes

if it's hate for me or a new love of your life

I can't help but find you beautiful

I'm taking baby steps, and you can take your time.

Couldn't live counting the seconds until you were mine

Yeah a picture speaks a thousand words but no one takes pictures of

lonely computer labs, or sleeping alone

Days spent wanting your voice on the phone

You prove dangerous, you prove comfortable

You want to break me, I'm here, I'm breakable

I'll take it just fix you, one day I'll prove that what I said was true.

It's hard to feel summer in this wonderland

It's hard to feel anything but I'll take the stand

testify to the light that pierced the darkest days

Why I failed to commit as you say

That line should probably drop a bomb on my day

But it's true and I lived so it will wash away

We all fall down to learn how to look up

To act in love not anger, the hardest task shed the mask

shed the pride, shed the things that make you cry

fight for what scares you most and be turned on by love not lust.

Let the music move you not destroy you

try as hard as you can to write the song and not the business plan.

When you want it, There's still songs here waiting to be heard.