It's 3am I must be lonely

So all this time I was just searching for a line worth crossing
A feeling that would make this chaos worth stopping
like the one we let slip through our hands in your driveway
There was nothing you could say to make me stay
Cardboard lists made to rationalize, yet still
With All those words you could never find
I was moving on while I was waiting for you
when fall comes and the wind is new
So, I fell and everyone knows it
and laughed as I played the puppet
with strings pulling in every direction
well forgive me If I couldn’t reach for you
forgive me If I was suppose to
have known you were even still there
And in the end
You were first, but he was surrounding me
And in the end
well everything ends
I wont say goodbye
We can call it closure
But the lid doesn’t fit
Let these skeletons turn to ashes
Lets breath them in
until the dust covers everything
Until it stops the beating
Of what once held something
I left half of it in your hand
and the other half in that fountain

and in the end
everything ends

and I never did. I never did.

Every Other Word

hole  digging  into  getting  deep  comfort

really  what  doing  why

 Ive  been  content

 do  do  things

 a  line  having  and

 Im  trying  say 

I  still  love  him

 beacause  that 

 am  faithful  you

any  you

I  too 

And  at 

Funny  only  line makes

probably  most one

Words are a Lovely try for something more.

Beautiful

In your arms

His voice

the clouds

Luck

and that they can all exist together

Comedic Break

If I Forget

You're just another boy without a crown

Is it considered stealing if it's already mine?

Because really, I'm just a line in a song.

Keep Me Where The Light Is

Surrounded by you

Today you passed through me

and I felt you

but you were almost invisible

My mile high obsession

maybe you remind me of someone I once knew

Or maybe it's just me.

You are always leaving

But I could never ask you to stay

Breathless

I can't find the words in your presence

You leave me, You leave me wanting more.

If I could leave this atmosphere

Find a middle ground

Will you meet me tonight?

Wearing my favorite shade of gray

And every new meeting I find you different

You are a stranger I know well, or maybe not at all

And as I write these words you are surrounding me

with your ominous serenity

And I still feel you hold the answers

to the questions I never knew to ask

In this atmospheric ocean

so above our earthly needs

I ask that you will please excuse my vanity

I know that you can't stay and I may never understand

I just need to know that you'll come back 

to take my breath away again.

Of one thing I'm sure

I will always find you beautiful. I will always find you.